My Personal Testimony:
1. My life before accepting Christ.
Before I met Christ, I was simply of the world. My high school years were spent as many others; partying, drinking, questioning and rebelling. I was a smart and ‘moral’ kid, however I enjoyed the taste of youthful rebellion. Throughout all the partying, and the frivolous pursuits of youth, I maintained a creative hunger for something meaningful. I attempted to fill it with girls, partying, and light drug usage. Neither of these attempts filled this vacuum, and so I engaged heavily in politics, philosophy, and other so-called ‘intellectual pursuits’. These too, did not fill this vacancy, merely grew it. However, God began to use specific philosophical questions (such as what is the soul), to generate a curiosity for Christianity and Religions.
2. My conversion.
Around this time of questioning, a girl came into my life that I entered into a relationship with. She claimed to be Christian, however her life was hardly filled with good fruits. She did, however, bring me to church, and this continued to nurture my questioning. Oddly enough, it wasn’t until she broke up with me that I truly found what I was looking for. Upon finding out she left me for another man, I paced around my neighborhood at 3am. As I paced in utter fury, relaying to myself how good I have been to her, I looked to the sky and saw an oddity: the moon had a massive halo of light that stretched widely across the night sky. I looked at this halo and shared my frustrations, asking God what I was to do next. Interesting enough, God spoke to my heart, and I immediately thought of forgiveness. Connecting what I had learned in church, I needed to forgive her, even though she was unworthy by my standards of forgiveness. I drew a sudden link with Jesus and His message and act of forgiveness, not because we are worthy of such, but because of His grace and love. With this connection made, I saw how He forgave me and saved me by grace, as unworthy as I am, and I submitted myself wholly to him beneath the oddity of the night sky.
3. What is Christ doing in my life now?
I came to find out what filled this vacancy: a relationship with God. Since then, I have dedicated my life to sharing and understanding the key that is Christ in knowing truth, morality, law, government, and ethics. God has filled my heart with such an overflow of love and understanding, that I could see myself doing nothing else besides sharing whom it is that fills our vacancy. God has called me into ministering and loving upon the troops within our military, and it is this calling and passion that I now pursue as a seminary student at SEBTS, and upcoming Chaplain candidate. Since my conversion, I have not felt in want, nor experienced the emptiness and vacancy of a godless existence.
Christ and Prophecy
I have always been interested in finding ‘proofs’ for Christianity, if such a thing could even be done. It has led me to study apologetics, philosophy, ethics, world religions, etc. As I was reading through my Holman CSB, I found an interesting article regarding a list of related Messianic prophecy. It is from my own experience that many non-believers wrongly assume a bunch of men got together and wrote the Bible. As far fetched as this assumption is (it totally goes against an understanding of history and scholarship), it is rather widespread amongst the populace. ‘It’s just another book written by men’ they say. But is it?
With this in mind, it is amazing how ripe with prophecy the Word of God is. There are actually over 2000 prophecies, with most of them already fulfilled. For this reason, I have decided to borrow James’ Kennedy’s collection, and provide them below. As you read this, especially if you are a non-believer, ask yourself this question: Who am I reading about?
- “Those who hate me without cause are more numerous than the hairs on my head,” (Ps 69:4)
- “The kings of the earth take their stand and the rulers conspire together against the LORD and His Anointed One” (Ps 2:2)
- “Even my friend in whom I trusted, one who ate my bread, has lifted up his heel against me” (Ps 41:9)
- “Strike the shepherd, and the sheep will be scattered” (Zch 13:7)
- “Then I said to them, ‘If it seems right to you, give me my wages; but if not, keep them.’ So they weighed my wages, 30 pieces of silver. ‘Throw it to the potter,’ The LORD said to me–this magnificent price I was valued by them. So I took the 30 pieces of silver and threw it into the house of the LORD, to the potter” (Zch 11:12-13)
- “They are striking the judge of Israel on the cheek with a rod” (Mc 5:1)
- “I gave My back to those who beat me, and My cheeks to those who tore out my beard. I did not hide My face from scorn and spitting” (Is 50:6)
- “They pierced my hands and my feet” (Ps 22:16)
- “My God, my God, why have You forsaken me?” (Ps 22:1)
- “Everyone who sees me mocks me; they sneer and shake their heads: ‘He relies on the LORD; let Him rescue him; let the LORD deliver him, since He takes pleasure in him” (Ps 22:7-8)
- “They gave me gall for my food, and for my thirst they gave me vinegar to drink” (Ps 69:21)
- “I am poured out like water, and all my bones are disjointed; my heart is like wax, melting within me” (Ps 22:14)
- “Yet He Himself bore our sickness, and He carried our pains; but we in turn regarded Him stricken, struck down by God, and afflicted” (Is 53:4)
- “He was oppressed and afflicted, yet He did not open His mouth. Like a lamb led to the slaughter and like a sheep silent before her shearers, He did not open His mouth” (Is 53:7)
- “They divided my garments among themselves, and they cast lots for my clothing” (Ps 22:18)
- “He submitted Himself to death” (Is 53:12)
- “He bore the sin of many and interceded for the rebels” (Is 53:12)
- “You may not break any of its bones” (Ex 12:46)
- “He protects all his bones; not one of them is broken” (Ps 34:20)
- “They will look at Me whom they pierced” (Zch 12:10)
- “They made His grave with the wicked, and with a rich man at His death, although He had done no violence and had not spoken deceitfully” (Is 53:9)
- “For You will not abandon me to Sheol; You will not allow Your Faithful One to see the Pit” (Ps 16:10)
- “You ascended to the heights, taking away captives; You received gifts from people, even from the rebellious, so that the LORD God might live there” (Ps 66:18)
- “The LORD declared to my Lord: ‘Sit at My right hand until I make Your enemies Your footstool’” (Ps 110:1)
To this list I would add:
- “Therefore the Lord himself will give you a sign. Behold, the virgin shall conceive and bear a son, and shall call his name Immanuel.” (Isa 7:14)
- “But you, O Bethlehem Ephrathah, who are too little to be among the clans of Judah, from you shall come forth for me one who is to be ruler in Israel, whose coming.” (Mic 5:2)
- “For to us a child is born, to us a son is given; and the government shall be upon his shoulder, and his name shall be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.” (Isa 9:6)
- “he says: “It is too light a thing that you should be my servant to raise up the tribes of Jacob and to bring back the preserved of Israel; I will make you as a light for the nations, that my salvation may reach to the end of the earth.” (Isa 49:6)
- “Thus says the LORD, the Redeemer of Israel and his Holy One, to one deeply despised, abhorred by the nation, the servant of rulers: “Kings shall see and arise; princes, and they shall prostrate themselves; because of the LORD, who is faithful, the Holy One of Israel, who has chosen you.” (Isa 49:7)
- “Kiss the Son, lest he be angry, and you perish in the way, for his wrath is quickly kindled. Blessed are all who take refuge in him.” (Psa 2:12)
- “For he grew up before him like a young plant, and like a root out of dry ground; he had no form or majesty that we should look at him, and no beauty that we should desire him.” (Isa 53:2)
- “He was despised and rejected by men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief; and as one from whom men hide their faces he was despised, and we esteemed him not.” (Isa 53:3)
- “Surely he has borne our griefs and carried our sorrows; yet we esteemed him stricken, smitten by God, and afflicted.” (Isa 53:4)
- “But he was wounded for our transgressions; he was crushed for our iniquities; upon him was the chastisement that brought us peace, and with his stripes we are healed.” (Isa 53:5)
- “All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned– every one–to his own way; and the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all.” (Isa 53:6)
- “He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth; like a lamb that is led to the slaughter, and like a sheep that before its shearers is silent, so he opened not his mouth.” (Isa 53:7)
- “By oppression and judgment he was taken away; and as for his generation, who considered that he was cut off out of the land of the living, stricken for the transgression of my people?” (Isa 53:8)
- “And they made his grave with the wicked and with a rich man in his death, although he had done no violence, and there was no deceit in his mouth.” (Isa 53:9)
- “Yet it was the will of the LORD to crush him; he has put him to grief; when his soul makes an offering for guilt, he shall see his offspring; he shall prolong his days; the will of the LORD shall prosper in his hand.” (Isa 53:10)
- “Out of the anguish of his soul he shall see and be satisfied; by his knowledge shall the righteous one, my servant, make many to be accounted righteous, and he shall bear their iniquities.” (Isa 53:11)
- “Therefore I will divide him a portion with the many, and he shall divide the spoil with the strong, because he poured out his soul to death and was numbered with the transgressors; yet he bore the sin of many, and makes intercession for the transgressors.” (Isa 53:12)
When you read through this list, ask yourself: Who is being spoken about? Clearly the answer is Jesus Christ. A non-believer, if reading these passages, may even assume that they come directly from the New Testament. However these verses were written hundreds and hundreds of years before the coming of Christ. Truly remarkable!
We would then need to ask ourselves for a proper explanation. Clearly the naturalist response is not satisfying. These verses describe in remarkable detail the life, ministry, and death of Jesus of Nazareth. There is no better explanation, given the historicity of scripture, than Divine Revelation.
You do not find such prophecy and accuracy in the writings of any of the ancient religions (work of Buddha, Mohammad, Lao-Tzu, Confucius, etc). Nor do you find an appropriate response explaining these prophetic verses from opponents of Christianity.
It truly points to the reality of the nature of Scripture: only a Figure with universal perspective and ultimate knowledge could know such detail, and we find the Word of this Figure, God, contained within the Holy Bible. What a wonderful collection it is, and what sobering conclusions this produces!